Tuesday, January 22, 2008
sigh. i feel so tired lately.
due to the amount of people currently reading my blog (or lack of it), i think i can post more personal stuff here.
i really feel like i haven't achieved much during my 4 years in RI.
no CEC, SS in BB is just a stupid position 5 other people have. i'm not EVEN in house EXCO. why? because that day the whole world wanted to come to my house to do history project. that about sums it up. i got NOTHING. sometimes i can just ask myself, what i have done in RI. the only things worth noting are my interest in chem, and my goalkeeping skills (which alot of people don't find good, for some odd reason). i don't know what's gotten into me, but i really don't know what i'm worth now. i really want someone to just be there for me, and can provide comfort, but seeing as how my PARENT can't do it, i wonder how good friends can be. i don't even think that i'll find any. most of the people i talk to have better friends from their CCA or whatever. the closest friends i have are eugene gan samson zhuoyang chunyin etc.
and i need to redo english.
moonlight shone on Tuesday, January 22, 2008.
