Thursday, March 20, 2008
comm day.
i think none of the boys really meant anything, didn't want to help with a sincere heart.
did it just because they had to.
what's the point of ri comm day then?
and sean says that people think i have a motive for being so enthu.
here, i will say it once and for all, i'm sincere about everything i do for bb.
people say i want president's award. i don't even plan to apply for it.
i don't care what people say about me when i'm really doing it for a motive. when what i do is for personal gain. i've experienced much of that.
but sincere actions to help my batch along, getting badmouthed as well?
i can't take that.
am i destined to be the one that nobody looks at?
there're so many people that don't do work, but people think they're zai. why?
the real people that are doing work are not seen by others.
i'm fine without any recognition.
negative comments are just over the top.
i'm a misunderstood person, i know.
i've been for much of 8 years already.
i desperately want to trust.
but i can trust no one, except for the people i already do.
i trust them because i feel assured.
there's no one else that i can feel that with.
sure, i'm a happy person in school. but now i'm alone.
i want to break free.
break free of being misunderstood.
break free of everything.
won't you break free, won't you break free
get up and dance in His love.
His love never ends there.
moonlight shone on Thursday, March 20, 2008.
