Saturday, March 15, 2008
there's so much i want to do. but nothing clicks. the mind wants this objective. the body wants, but won't do it.
but there's a reason why i want to do so much.
all i want to do, i love doing it.
i love my squad, therefore i want to talk to them. i want to go out with the squad.
i wasn't bred into soccer. i wasn't trained from young. i'm not the best in the trade. but the feeling you get out of playing soccer, saving a shot, even forcing the striker to screw his shot (which many people attribute to the striker's lack of skill) is something fun. you can get a punch out of it.
i'd even do extra chemistry homework -- i love chem.
there're so many things i love. so many things i want to embrace.
but this world is a mate-realistic [materialistic + realistic] world.
it restrains you from paining yourself to get to those you love.
would you sacrifice all you had now, for a certain something or someone you truly love?
without a shadow of a doubt, i would.
life is but a passing dream, but the death that follows is eternal.
this phrase has stuck with me for so long, for 7-8 years.
why does life have to stop us from getting what we want.
is life so bad to just grant me a request?
everyone has a burning need.
i want a friend.
not just any friend.
a friend who will listen and comfort.
a friend who won't turn away when he doesn't know what to do.
a friend that i can embrace, a friend that i can trust.
a friend that will stay with me.
i want a friend who will break free with me.
i don't care who.
it can be anyone for all i care.
i just want someone whom i can trust.
the class is already screwed up.
maybe it's time to turn to BB.
i believe more friendships are forged in BB than in class.
mediocre and shallow relationships don't count as friendship.
i want that special someone to listen, to care, to understand, and to comfort.
and it'll be reciprocated.
moonlight shone on Saturday, March 15, 2008.
