Wednesday, April 30, 2008
the agony.
a young soul walks into a crowd, chooses a spot to stand in. Suddenly, the people in front move. Without thinking, he moves as well, mindlessly shuffled on by the people behind him. He looks around helplessly, there's no stopping now. He sees his destination, big glass doors. As he walks in, a few more people get in behind him and the door closes. A cool breeze washes over him.
The torture has just started.
The people inside are intent on killing each other, the poor boy is getting suffocated. He looks around, noticing the people that have already closed their eyes are on soft rectangular objects. Without a warning, the world moves. The boy grabs a long metallic object to prevent himself from falling and getting squashed. Doors open for a brief while, but close again. He does not understand. A woman screams for the door to be opened, in vain. The world starts moving again. The doors open and close again, after which the boy finally realises it's an escape hatch. The boy squeezes frantically through, pulling his bag with him as he struggles to the door. As he walks out, he breathes in fresh air.
The boy (me) has reached his bus stop.
Bus rides are horrible.
moonlight shone on Wednesday, April 30, 2008.
Monday, April 28, 2008
gideon choo.
best physics teacher in the world.
i think i'm doing a good job of "reprocicating" how much i learn each lesson by passing up the proportional amount of work.
which means nothing (:
by using "induction", this means that every 1 second that he talks is 31 seconds wasted.
guess what.
he loves
scolding people who laugh at him. i mean, who in their right mind wouldn't? says totally contradictory stuff every minute. physics practical lesson is officially PhySics Practical (PSP) lesson. that's cos there're no big clear glass un-curtained windows in the lab, and i'm sitting beside jaren. who wouldn't for some tekken fun? (:
moonlight shone on Monday, April 28, 2008.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i've had enough of this.
moonlight shone on Sunday, April 27, 2008.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
mep has totally screwed up my life.
100% i won't get the job i want because MEP screwed my GPA -> no chem h3 in jc.
MEP = no bio.
bio = free 4.0
quite a few job options are cut down because of bio. i hope i can still be something in the chem industry.
i hate mep.
and it's not my fault.
moonlight shone on Tuesday, April 22, 2008.
Monday, April 21, 2008
after much inspiration for seah, i have decided to work doubly hard for MEP.
i have alr mugged songs, now to mug opera and musicals.
ain't i hardworking? =D
moonlight shone on Monday, April 21, 2008.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
APR isn't too bad. 3.38.
second highest GPA in my whole RI life.
english 3.6
maths 4.0 (yay double weightage)
higher chinese 2.4 (thanks for the moderation!)
physics 3.6 (am i pro or what, my teacher is gideon!)
chem 4.0 (97% and i'm in 80-89 percentile.)
history 3.6 (o.0)
ss 2.0 (thanks ah, one test decides the results.)
mep 3.2 (as aforementioned, yay! (: )
to seah: i think everyone can see the amount of effort you've been putting in. don't worry, i believe it will all pay off. you'll see the fruits of your labour, trust me.
screw mep arts at the atrium.
moonlight shone on Wednesday, April 16, 2008.
Monday, April 14, 2008
today is some mother screwed up day.
i didn't know that
2cos2x = sin2x
tan2x = 2
screwed up. at most i can get 25/30. which is 83%. say goodbye to that 90%.
rugby finals were the lowest low.
i'm a worthless person.
never thought i'd have this problem again.
but it's back to haunt me.
i want so much to be that quiet guy.
to not let anyone have a chance to ignore me.
but seems it's happening all over again.
to think i tried to clear all my thoughts of you.
to try and be able to trust you again.
to think i tried to act after thinking, and not on the spot.
and it all went poof.
i think my previous thoughts of myself were all spot-on.
i'm still a fucking loser.
moonlight shone on Monday, April 14, 2008.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
yay i've got warcraft 3 back.
i got 3.2 for MEP. SUPER SUPER satisfied.
2.0 for SS =/
only history left. tomorrow. hope i get at least 3.2
my GPA currently isn't too bad. if i get a 3.2 for history, overall will be 3.28
improvement of 0.02! (:
thanks to maths my gpa isn't too bad cos of chinese and ss.
maths TA gotten back today.
11.5/12 =D
careless mistake lor. but top scorer thanks . (:
the artspace jamming room is dam nice lah =D
enough space to play MEP soccer inside, and super user friendly.
today i'm not emo (:
moonlight shone on Thursday, April 10, 2008.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
rammed guitar hero again today =D
it's super addictive.
have been reading prince of tennis lately.
fuji syuusuke is dam cool.
he has his counters to pwn everyone.
tsubame gaeshi: when the ball hits the ground it doesn't bounce up, but rolls. no way to return unless hit before the bounce.
higuma otoshi: returns ANY FRIGGIN SMASH all the way to the back of the opponent's court.
hakugei: this is really gei (gay). the ball just goes up like an exponential curve, then because of backspin comes down vertically, bounces on the court, then flies back to fuji's hand.
and the imba fourth one. kagero zutsumi [dragonfly illusion]: actually i donno how this works. the ball is actually like just everywhere. feels you can hit but seems as if the ball's quite far away. shiok.
now if only i could use those. he evolved the first 3 counters though. now they have shitty names. tsubame gaeshi becomes some stupid name, higuma otoshi becomes kirin return, hakugei becomes another shitty name which i can't bother to remember.
and then i don't read naruto, but downloaded the naruto game.
sasuke uchiha =D
with his imba high attack, coupled with my skills he's totally imba.
and i maxed out his attacked at the power ups. i can 2hko a tenten. -.-
finally school results.
english -70% [heng]
maths - 90% [double weightage =D]
higher chinese - 54.3% [wah frick. zzz]
chem - 97% [and i'm the frigging 3rd in class. ): ]
physics - 76% [one more mark for the frigging quiz and it would be 80% T_T ]
history - donno.
ss - donno.
MEP - donno.
without MEP i think my GPA would be quite good.
stupid MEP lah.
is it my fault that i joined MEP in the first place.
did i do the right thing?
did i play the right card, when there was only 1 other player left in the round?
i played a 2 of diamonds, and she just totally whooped an ace of spades in.
without that other player i might have been able to push for a triple science history.
what can i do when she exerts authority?
nothing.
absolutely 0.
maybe it was my fault.
it seems like everything is my fault nowadays.
i've a screwed up GPA.
my fault.
every single mistake that everyone else makes.
my fault.
the whole world looks at it this way.
i'm sucuumbing.
i want to speak up.
but there's no one there to listen, to hear.
no one there to care.
moonlight shone on Tuesday, April 08, 2008.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
i want guitar heroes ):
aq support was amazing.
after being awake 22.5 hours, i slept 2 hours, then proceeded to stay awake for 19 more hours.
steamy.
soccer after aq was the bomb.
i finally got why i cannot keep that well.
i cannot jump.
so now training starts. jump higher (:
[update also nothing much to update. this period isn't a gloomy one. less gloomy than zgloomydayz anyway.]
moonlight shone on Sunday, April 06, 2008.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
guitar hero =D
i've always wanted to try it, i'm not bad at it.
ah. i'll start from the beginning.
zewei wanted to play guitar heroes, so stephen rainer and i followed him.
some sec 1s were there playing, zewei "act pro" and coached them!
when they asked him to play, he did donno what sorts of funny things.
he couldn't even complete 15% of the song.
so i tried.
i completed it! 85% accuracy.
then i tried another song. 94%! =D
i'm talented. (:
moonlight shone on Wednesday, April 02, 2008.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
talked to cheekeen today.
about bb.
alot of stuff i won't post.
but please do buck up.
moonlight shone on Tuesday, April 01, 2008.
