Monday, April 14, 2008
today is some mother screwed up day.
i didn't know that
2cos2x = sin2x
tan2x = 2
screwed up. at most i can get 25/30. which is 83%. say goodbye to that 90%.
rugby finals were the lowest low.
i'm a worthless person.
never thought i'd have this problem again.
but it's back to haunt me.
i want so much to be that quiet guy.
to not let anyone have a chance to ignore me.
but seems it's happening all over again.
to think i tried to clear all my thoughts of you.
to try and be able to trust you again.
to think i tried to act after thinking, and not on the spot.
and it all went poof.
i think my previous thoughts of myself were all spot-on.
i'm still a fucking loser.
moonlight shone on Monday, April 14, 2008.